With this history floating in her mind, even as a child she completely understood why Indians were not allowed to skate in Shimla Blessington Rink, meant to be used only by the British. It is this alert consciousness of the history of colonial India that pressed the need for independence from the British and also defined the idea of individual freedom for her, freedom from any dictates of establishment or centres of power from above. Conserving this individual memory within the context of a larger historical consciousness, Sobti lived with a repository of a counter archive within herself. In 2010, when she refused to accept the commendation of Padma Bhushan, a prestigious award being offered to her by the Government of India, it was primarily, as she declared in an interview with the newspaper The Indian Express, ‘to keep distance from the establishment’. Her efforts to safeguard her autonomy were demonstrated amply through such decisions and choices. In fact, as an extension to this feature, was her concern to also establish her distinct identity with her heightened consciousness about her lineage. She would often tell me with a glint in her eyes, ‘You know, my ancestry can be traced to Greece.’ She would continue, ‘Can you please do a bit of research for me on Google; can you find the image of the old Greek coin which I know has the name ‘Sobti’ on it?’ I did try but couldn’t find any. She also wrote thus in the same article mentioned previously: