But, others too had similar experiences. Kolkata-based photographer and filmmaker Ronny Sen was at an arts residency in Gdansk, Poland, in the winter of 2015 when he found himself obsessed with finding commonalities between the communist past of his host town and hometown. Red — real and imagined — would be the thematic connection, like individual colours that inspired Polish filmmaker Krzysztof Kieslowski's Three Colors Trilogy. It did not quite work out according to plan. “The colours I remembered were very different from the ones I was seeing,” said Sen. “I was not sure what I was looking for anymore, and I began photographing the mundane… even the banal”. There is a lot of red in his photographs — of a Coca-Cola advertisement, of traffic lights and car backlights, of a shopfront — that formed the collection, New World Chronicles of An Old World Colour. The colours fade or they change in your memory. You think you remember a white wall with a red hammer and sickle and star, the election symbol of the CPM. But it could also be black. The wall has been painted over. Perhaps, rituals of grief are also a sort of painting over. The ache of bereavement fades slowly, one learns to forget it. And, since some of this forgetfulness is sometimes induced willingly, as an antidote to the ache, the mutated narrative that remains can make a factchecker throw up their hands in despair. Take for instance this picture of me at Karl-Marx-Strasse. I clearly remember being there alone on my first night in Berlin. But I must have gone back, with someone else. Someone took this picture. I am looking at the camera, a red notebook in my right hand, a pair of sunglasses stuck into my shirt. Yet, I have no recollection of this. My memory is not a photograph, it is a watercolour on which someone has spilled a cup of coffee.