The diary begins on November 1, 1974. The victorious Durga of the Indo-Pak war had shrunk into a mortal beset with imaginary fears of everyone plotting her downfall; she trusted no one besides a few untrustworthy, semi-literate minions, became short-tempered, impetuous, arrogant and unsure of herself. Serious charges of corruption had been levelled against Tulmohan Ram and L.N. Mishra. Hovering above her like a thundercloud was Jayaprakash Narayan, with another building up under Morarji Desai. Against advice, Mrs Gandhi was determined to defend Mishra without concern about moral principles: she simply wanted to prove to the country that she was the boss. Also a little unsure of her ability to prove her point. Unlike her agnostic father, she sought counsel from soothsayers and priests. Tandon has the word of his colleague N.K. Seshan, the PM’s personal secretary and principal purveyor of gossip, that L.N. Mishra "has sent a Swami staying with him to her residence to perform puja.... She keeps having such pujas. Even the time for the swearing-in ceremony for ministers is decided after consulting astrologers". Tandon writes, "P.N. Haksar once told me that the PM was inclined towards sruti and not smriti. I was upset that people like Om Mehta, who had very little understanding of any subject, told the PM all manner of things merely because of sycophancy". Similar opinions are expressed about R.K. Dhawan "who offers advice to the PM on things about which he knows nothing. What’s worse, his advice and suggestions are taken seriously". As rumours of her one-time stenographer Yashpal Kapoor acquiring valuable real estate in New Delhi’s prime residential area and her son’s ham-handed attempts to manufacture a people’s car became public knowledge, Mrs Gandhi’s attempts to stifle criticism and punish critics became more frenetic. She appointed a man of her own choice as chairman of the Central Board of Direct Taxes who took orders directly from her. "The misuse of cbi, raw, etc, has become a topic of common discussion." H.Y. Sharada Prasad, her press advisor, was of the opinion that her distrust of people and turning nasty towards those who had stood by her was due to her loneliness from childhood: "She looks at every question solely from her own personal point of view. She lacks generosity, lacks self-confidence and is somewhat arrogant. All this has made her a very difficult person." Her cousin B.K. Nehru, who had been high commissioner to the UK, and governor of Assam and Nagaland, thought she had no understanding of economic issues and even simple things seemed difficult to her. She was only interested in slogans like garibi hatao.