The most significant chapter of the book is the one on the Ayodhya debacle, which squarely puts the entire blame for the demolition of the disputed structure on former prime minister P.V. Narasimha Rao for his policy of masterly inactivity. Godbole, through his narratives of confidential meetings, private conversations and other documents, brings out the rampant confusion that prevailed in the top echelons of government during those fateful days. In his side of the story, Godbole clarifies that he repeatedly tried to persuade the Centre to take over the state government for the latter had failed to carry on governance in adherence to the Constitution, but apparently his counsel was ignored. Godbole also states that the contingency plan of the Centre was nothing much to write home about and that the creation of the special Ayodhya cell in the Prime Minister's Office only enabled several non-official actors to become intermediaries (and thus add to the confusion) rather than help find any meaningful solution to the issue. While the chapter lucidly brings out the plethora of conflicting and confusing views prevailing at that time on the issue, it is surprisingly not very vocal about the state of the actors on the fateful day of the demolition itself. This is rather surprising for, being as they are the memoirs of the then home secretary, one would have expected some comment on the reasons for the acute paralysis of the government machinery on December 6, 1992, but this aspect is dealt with only in passing. Godbole repeatedly tries to project that his view on the entire issue was pushed into a minority till after the actual demolition. If, as he argues, the build-up to such an explosive situation was well known to one and all and the only thing which prevented any action was the trust and good faith placed on the BJP by a section of the decision-makers, basic common sense would have ensured at least the barest of minimal precaution, failing which he could have resigned in protest right then, rather than wait for this good faith to be tested on a wobbly touchstone! Yet the insider account provided by Godbole could well be used in a court of law as evidence as and when this issue is on the national agenda once again.