Call it cynical politics, devoid of any values, but one can also see traces of an individual’s identity crisis. Joining a party they have been fighting against for decades is likely to come with a cost, scars that may not be immediately acknowledged but nevertheless remain. Harak Singh, who has been in various parties including the BSP, perhaps best exemplifies an individual’s crisis. When he was in the Congress, BJP leaders often made stinging remarks against him. “Koi bhi ladki bhagti hai to sabse pehle log kehte hain ki yaar kahin Harak Singh to nahi le gaya usko utha kar (Whenever any girl disappears, at first people speculate whether Harak Singh has abducted her),” BJP’s former Uttarakhand vice president Dhan Singh Rawat once said. In February 2017, when he was contesting on a BJP ticket, this reporter met Harak Singh in a Dehradun hotel and asked him about Dhan Singh’s remarks. He munched French fries and replied: “He meant that whenever any girl disappears, I give them shelter. I have arranged the weddings of several girls. I am facilitating MBBS education… If you take it [Dhan Singh’s remarks] in a negative way, what can one do?” Political scientist Annpurna Nautiyal, the vice chancellor of Hemvati Nandan Bahuguna Garhwal University, notes that “Harak Singh’s defection is also a part of identity politics. He did not enjoy the identity in BJP he wanted.”