I am not a party-politics person, having never ever been passionately devoted to any political party. Inspired by Communism, possibly because of my Kolkata roots, I was nevertheless disillusioned and disgusted by the orchestrated violence and criminal neglect in West Bengal, after 30 plus years of CPM rule in my home state. I turned anti-Congress during the Emergency. Yet, felt devastated at the news of Indira Gandhi's assassination. She didn't deserve that, in spite of the Emergency aberrations. It was almost worse when Rajiv was killed so violently. He was a good man, the entire nation agreed. India grieved for him then and for his young family. It seems such a long time ago. An age of innocence. I am therefore, your average Indian voter.