"I renounced the world and became a sadhu, now after being beaten up by fellow sadhus till I bled and fainted, I want to renounce being a sadhu! The groupism, the casteism in Hardwar is terrible. It makes me feel ashamed at being a part of the sadhu samaj—men of God who disgrace God by being so demonic," says a doleful Pandit Badri Prasad Sharma, Sangathan Mantri of the Akhil Bharatiya Brahman Parishad. The fragile sexagenarian has all but lost his faith in God, attacked as he was by a mob of rioting sadhus during the Mahakumbh. To have come all the way from his ashram in Madhya Pradesh's Vidisha, to holy Hardwar, "for peace and quiet" only to receive gaping wounds. His money and meagre belongings snatched away from him; even his slippers taken off his feet when he fainted. "When men of God sin, the world can't be saved."