Currently in Calcutta there is serial self-flagellation. The solitary placard of remorse in Eden Gardens which read, "We are sorry," needs constant reiteration from sober voices in the City of Joy if the damage done has to be partially repaired. However, I believe to view the events of Black Wednesday as exclusively Bengal's shame is a misreading of the savage passions unfurled in Eden Gardens. Calcutta's shame was indubitably India's shame, a point successfully made by a sagacious Sri Lankan commentator who noted: "The disgusting behaviour of the Calcutta spectators gave a poor reflection of sportsmanship. In over six decades of cricket, Indians have not learnt to accept defeat gracefully." "It (the riot) confirmed the worst fears of many that India know not how to lose," wrote the correspondent of the London Times . Why this should be so, considering that defeat for this country is the norm in international sporting contests, is astonishing. Except in hockey, we have never even won a silver medal at the Olympics! Losing, thus, should come to us naturally.