Lord Krishna will kill me
Until my death
I am killing thousands of soldiers on his side
He is not stopping me
Krishna is God
God is omniscient
There are many ungodly evil spirits in his team
He does not want to be a sinner by killing them
I am actually helping him
to establish justice by killing those evil ones
It is an unwritten agreement
between Krishna and me that no one knows
Arjuna will kill the wicked on my side
I will kill the evils on Krishna’s side
Arjuna will not benefit
Me will not benefit
Profit will be only for Krishna
The day that Arjuna and I will fight face to face
Krishna will kill me
Arjuna will think as if he himself has killed me
I love my brother Arjuna
and have pity on him
Keeping God as his bodyguard
Arjuna is fighting with me
I am fighting with God , not with him
Not only this, Arjuna does not even know
that his big brother never wants to be victorious by killing his younger brother
Arjuna is just learning and fighting to be first
That’s why he will fall down from the path of heaven
Without being a hero
Heroism is not possible
I am fighting with my sharp weapons
Krishna’s chariot is coming back at my heroism
I don’t want such a defeat of God
I don’t want my younger brother to die
I can’t neglect myself by keeping my arms aside in war
I also can’t betray my best friend Duryodhana
I am helpless
Oh God
Let me die
Without letting Arjuna to know
Lord Krishna admits my pray with a bit of smile
The earth has very fast swallowed up the wheels of my chariot
Arjuna was waiting for this golden chance
And Krishna ordered his invisible Sudarshana to accompany with Arjuna’s arrows
Suddenly I fallen down
God himself is my rival
My fortune
I have died at the hands of God
When Lord Parashurama,the incarnation of God
Was cursing me
You were watching me
Oh time
You will be a witness for the future Karna
(Guna Moran is an internationally acclaimed Assamese poet and book reviewer. His poems are published in more than 200 hundred international magazines, journals, webzines, blogs, newspapers, and anthologies including Indian Literature, Indian Poetry Review, Indian Review, Indian Periodical, Muse India etc. He won the Creator Of Justice Award 2020 by International Human Right Art Festival and got a chance for reading poetry at Frankfurt Book Fair 2020 ( Digital edition). His poems have already been translated into thirty languages. He has published three poetry books to his credit. )
