Albin Sebastian, 20, a second-year mechanical engineering student in Wayanad, knows there is no other way but to doggedly complete his education. And he must study hard to do so. He has cleared every paper till now. Fishing is no longer s a dependable occupation. He sees his older brother Abin, 22, struggling to make money. Abin, who did not pursue a college education after class 12, is now a fisherman but for the past three months he has not earned anything. He even goes for flooring work in the construction sector. Abin now wants to go back to school, but his mother Mary aka Maggie, the sole breadwinner says she cannot manage to pay for the education of both her sons at the same time. Mary’s husband M.O. Sebastian, 49, fell on the boat and injured his back when he was 30. For the past 18 years, Mary has been working hard as a help in multiple high-rise apartments in Kochi to put food on the table. “Though my husband cannot go out to sea, he has not stopped helping me. I leave early morning and he looked after these children. He would even cook meals for them because I came back late,” she recalls. “Albin, from the start had an inclination for studies and used to study on his own. He has got scholarships in school. The annual college fee is Rs 8,225 and we get a grant of Rs 19,000 per year. His industrial visit and other college material cost him Rs 10,000. It’s the hostel fee that I am struggling to pay. He needs Rs 5000 per month. I can no longer work like before. I am tired.”