I had never experienced this in any war zone before, running out of anaesthetics and being forced to operate on people without anaesthesia. I had never imagined such a thing in my life. I had been in Yemen, Iraq, and Syria, but I had never thought that I would inflict pain on people by doing surgery without anaesthesia. There was no other option. Patients whose wounds had been bandaged for days and weeks were becoming infected. The infection would reach the bloodstream, and they would die, so I had to do it, even in the absence of anaesthesia.